Happy New Year

It's New Years Day. I go back to work tomorrow. For the entire month of December I only worked 9 days. Between internships, holidays, seeing family and doctors appointments, this month has been absolutely insane. Now, I'm getting myself ready to go back to work tomorrow.... and I feel strange. Anxious, nervous, sad, unable to relax. I hate this feeling. I used to get this way a a lot. I've never known why it happens. And I still don't know why... I just know it feels terrible. Happy 2008.