Nacreous Girl
Okay, so I've been going to the gym in the morning for about 30 minutes just to get in shape a little bit and get myself ready for my day. As much as I love it, it's still difficult to drag my corpulent butt out of bed every morning and get there. However, when I arrive there are always the same few people there so (with the exception of one super skinny bitch who basically walks around in a bra and blonde ponytail) I feel kind of like I belong. We are one sweating, running, mastering the stairs, crunching mass and I like it. One of the people who works out is a girl about my age. She's really cute and a tiny bit dyke-y so i thought "Perfect! She will now be my friend!". This is how my mind works. So I said hi to her one morning and to my surprise she completely ignored me. Like, not even a head nod. I was a little miffed so I decided not to befriend her anymore. Again, this is how my mind works. But this morning we were putting on our makeup together at the sink so when I walked out I said "Have a nice day!", which I think is perfectly expected after working out, showering (insert fantasy here), changing, fixing your hair and applying mascara next to someone. BUT SHE SNUBBED ME AGAIN. This time she looked at me and her eyeliner pencil wavered, but not a word. When I relayed this story to a friend she said "She doesn't say hi back because she doesn't want to encourage you to talk to her. She doesn't like you." Which I thought was a little mean, and completely unacceptable. I have no trouble making friends. I have no trouble letting it go when someone doesn't like me, but for a reason! In any case... it bothers me. So now this completely inconsequential person is like piece of sand in my shell.
She's dangerously close to making a pearl.
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